Sorry, gang. Its just been so hard for some reason, to sit down and write this post.
Surgery date was Dec 4th. All went very well, I was admitted into the hospital for four days to adjust pain meds and get the pain under control. I have to tell you that the pain that I experienced, post surgically, was unlike any pain ever experienced before. It all seemed to be focused in my elbow, which they didn;t even touch. Apparently the spot in the brain that translates elbow pain is right beside the spot for the humorous and the humorous pain was so overwhelming that it just wasn't communicating at all. So it was sort of like walking around with the worst funny bone ever, that wouldn't stop!
Once we got the pain under control, and I got home, I basically stayed at home for the two weeks, mostly lying down with my arm propped. Meds made me nauseous , so it was hard to eat anything. The kids were with their dad, which was hard, but good too, because I was able to do basically nothing to take care of them. I had restricted movement this time due to stitches into my rotator cuff. That was annoying as I wanted to prop my arm away, but the stitches kept the arm tight to my body.
At the end of the two weeks, I saw the ortho surgeon and got to see pics of my new arm. it looks just like a big dogbone with a long rod in it and two screws, one at te top and one at the bottom. but the dr was pleased. I was sent home to carry on.
The kids came home on the 27th of dec and that is when we celebrated Christmas. My mom and dad came down as well, so it was really nice. Our friends, Sarah and Bill were away at that time and had offered us their house, so mom and dad had some opportunity for quiet time. I think it worked out really nice for them. The kids got spoiled, getting both ds and wii, but it was a good year for that, because I was still not able to do much. Kept them busy!
They are back at school, and I am still taking it very easy. I have started a passive physio program, with the therapist moving my arm for me, and massage therapy to get the oxygen moving better thru the arm and shoulder. They are both pleased with where I am at, and feel that I will make fast progress once I am able to move again.
All specimens that were taking from teh arm when they debrided it this time came back negative for cancer cells. Supposedly, because they were specifically testing for breast cancer, they would have easily found the cells, if they were there. So, we say woohoo, but remain confused as to what we are dealing with. I am to see the oncologist at some point over the next couple weeks. Its kind of funny, one arm, but I need to check in with 5 drs to find out how I am doing. General consensus is that I am doing well, for where I am in the healing process.
Because we are at what is basically the half way point of the post surgical "don't do anything with that arm" stage, I feel that I have lost ground, and am grumpy and frustrated with it all. There is very little that I can do, and energy levels are very low. I finished up another long run of antibiotics, orally, after the surgery, and they seem to hang in the body for a long time. As well, I still take percocet a lot of nights. Both can make one feel run down. And just generally sitting around and unable to do much is a tiring thing!
That is the basic update. I will try to post more later on as I think of it.
Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. Please keep them coming!
